Is It Possible? I Won’t Allow It

Is It Possible? I Won’t Allow It
David Landon

Is it possible to love when my heart won’t allow it?
Is it possible to get close when my walls won’t allow it?
Is it possible to care when my soul won’t allow it?
Is it possible to smile when my depression won’t allow it?

In the end I sit alone because of this,
At the end of the day, I put ink to paper
When its over, I drip tears down my cheek
All because I couldn’t save her.

Now I’m cursed to exile amongst a world so popular
The feeling of being alone in a crowded room
The screams I hear in silent times
The world of color, just seems so gloom.

The person I care about most has left,
And left me with a hole in my soul
A feeling that keeps me from getting close
I hurt with every thing that I can’t control

I love you more than I should,
I can’t tell you because I won’t allow it,
Everything I loved has been dispersed
Saying I love you and I care, I just have to omit.

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